lols... everythiing fiine now... haha... today went to see the chn doctor ... haha... damn iit... he pok the needle iinto my leg... shiit man... the feeliing iis so toot... llolls... 6 needle iinto my leg... haha... cool lehz... iit so expensiive lohz... pay 26 dollar to get so pokiing of needles... lols... toopiid lohz... haha... sianz... ii tiink ii tiink too much le lohz... haii... created unnessary problem... toopiid mii... haix... sorii...

haii... reach sch pretty early today ... tot he wouldn't be comiing to meet mii but he diid... haii... aarr my leg stiill hurts... ii m tryiing berii hard to make myself happii ... ii may look happii but ii m not at all... euu noe? haii... wonderiing why urr attiitude towards mii iis so cold? wad makes euu change so fast?? haii... maybe euu have ur new friiend... haii juz hope tt even iif euu are wiid ur new fren liike much euu told mii ... tell treat euu better n they understand euu better... but wad ur desiisiion iis ii hope when ever euu r free euu wiill stiill ask mii out... ii dun noe whyy euu have cause such a great iimpact on to my liife... juz wan to let euu noe mii wiill support euu de... no matter wad iit iis... euu will always be tt speciial someone iin moii liife... as for the rest of moii friiend ii hope iit wiill not end on the day we leave tt fukiing sch... ok la... nth much to wriite... ii m really happii today after sch... moi siista n brudder (shan,jj,agnes) tt accompany mii to eat n we went to take piic iit and went to bk to chat... really happii beiing wiid them laughiing like moron ... but they are the one who brightenn up my liife when ever ii m feeliing down... but thr iis someone hu even though we diidn't tok juz seeiing tt someone smiile ii will be hppii ... tt all thanz for comiing to my blogg...

its 1.18am... juz came back from supper wif shan n hao... haii it was a tiring day for mii cos woke up early in the morning for my chem lesson , it end abt 2 plus lidat... den after tt took 55 to bishan for my npc meeting ... i was early cos when i reach thr no one was thr yet... guess wad? they reach thr at 5 lidat ...lols... couldn't find any place for meeting so went to hq and have the meeting at area room... lols... the meeting was going on smoothly but it end up toking abt wad are the prob we are facing now in scouts... i was like an extra keep quiet all the while... juz siting thr writing down the npc stuff... i ended abt 8.50 ... after tt went to ps to meet shan they all lohz... was infection... it was a "nice" show... but not recomended... lols...
ii was really haviing a hard time walk n can't do alot of thingky... bcos of my leg... haii... wah lao ... "somebody' good lohz... pang seh me... sianz .... exam around the corner le but i still not in the mood to study... haii... sometime... i juz tink tt ppl around me is juz walk in and out of my life juz lidat happi come dun happy dun come... hey... wad i m to euu huh ... haii... maybe thr is really no such thing as frenz foreva or bro foreva... after all dis yr of experiences i juz think tt its all words... words usually speak louder den action... hai... wo bu xiang xin tian chang di jiu...

haii...
tiinkiing of euu each day has become my part of liife....
whenn euu choose to leave mii...
ii have already noe diis wiill be the out come....
ii choose the path ii wann to walk on so ii have no regret...
loviing euu was my choiice...
ii tiink euu can nv leave my miind my ('v') ...
euu have step iinto my liife and euu are trap iin my miind...
thrr iis noo way out untiill the day ii m not around...
urr iimage wiill always be iin my miind...

haii... the dayy euu sayy euu wann to leavee iis the dayy ii would leave diis world...
ii hate ppl hu betrayy mii ...
ii hate ppl hu dun care abt mii...
ii hate ppl hu bluff mii...
ii hate euu...
euu have done all diis to make mii hate euu...
but....
thr iis no wayy ii wiill forget euu...
cos all diis iis the scar tt euu have made ...
to make mii remember euu....

_Lubbiing euu hurtss so muchh_//*

haii...
ii m always feeliing so lonely...
the feeliing of beiing alone iin the dark....
was not easy...
hopiing to see a diim of liight
whiich wiill guiide mii out ...
but ii always faiil to see iit...
have love really bliinded my ('V') ...
or iit was euu who has done iit?!!
why ... wad have ii done wrong...
why aree euu leaviing mee...
leaviing mee all alone iin the dark corner of the world...
i aiin nothiing to euu...
but...
ii juz wanna be wiid euu tiill the ennd of liife...
iit wass onlii somethiing ii wiish for....
but iit was seem so far away froom my reach...

_lOneLiiness_SadnEss_has_fiill_my_('V')_//*

Haii... Wrote iit whenn ii was waiitiing for my turnn to takee the Chiinese oral paper...

Nvv Meant to fall iin lovee wiid euu^
As Tiime Goes by my Feeliing For euu become So TRUE !!
iit waS too Sudden N too FAsT ...
Euu hab EngRave urr namee onto my HeaRt ('v')
whenn euu deciided tt HE iis the riightt guy For euu...
thE Name tt euu hab EngraVe BecamE a VerY Deep ScarR...
Tt wiill not FADe ...
iIts BlEeDiinG ...

*We MiigHt nT WeAr The SAme ShoE SiZe
...BuT we CAnn ShaRe tHe SAme BurDenn TogEther_//*

... a few days nv blog le... dun really have the mood... haha... juz change my blogskin to a more chinese type de... haha... the pervious one too ang mo liao... not like me... lols... trying very hard to change myself ... i must not get out of track ... concentrate boii... haii... juz wan to thanz my didi jiyou always thr when i nid somebody to tok to... n not forgeting melia n shan n jiajie...lols... haii... my journey has juz started...


-=Loviing someonne iis to let her go when iits tiime to=-

*-^Miian Qiiang Shii meii You Xiin Fu De-~^

o_O((全世界都不理我的时候，只有你不可以不理我))O_o

• 16-04-05 -- Woke up at 6.plus cos today got our class cip at heartland mall which is our flag day lols... it was so damn boring ...slack around den went to ask for donation... thanz to ppl to donate fuk those hu say we are begger ... euu all suck to thwe core...if euu dun wan to donate den dun kaopeh ... knn... lols.... after tt went home to change then meet kevin den went to camp fire ...lols... high man... cheering n playing thr ... if nv get best supportive it okay lols... we are thr to enjoy man... haha... went back wif the power ranger... den went to hg plaza.. to eat lohz... mai hao lian la... gt food to eat can liao ...still wan eat good food... arh ... juz fark off man.. go play ur fuking pool ... i scare i win euu onli ... knn... haha.... my k.x.g went to my hus ton... lols... play com until 3 plus den slp... mii slp on the chair lehz... lols...
• 17-04-05 -- woke up and leave my hus at abt 10 going 11 bah... den to the kopitiam eat breakfast lohz... haha.... den went to his hus... haha... too tired le mii so fall asleep juz wake up not long ago.... waiting for him to bath... but he is like still playing wif his phone...wth...lols...

Nnv say ii love euu iif euu nv meant to love iit... =D

-tiill the end....

haii...
nth much really happened ...
my leg hurts as much as b4 went for morning run today lolz...
haha...
keep hoppiing here n dere ...
lols...
change my phone to 6670 ...
yeah i like tt phone like hell lols...
nth much to blog actually...


* A jourNey wiif a thousand miile... start wiif a siingle step _//

PeepBoo... TirEd...

• 110405 - today woke up late lohz... damn late 6.45... haha.... me chiiong nv bath change hao do all the nessesary thiingky... ii was so dumb lohz... took the perfume miistook iit as the haiir spray den ii spary tt on to moii haiir ... haha... den ii quiickly run down to fiind iif jiiyou but ii diidn't see hiim thought he went off le... so ii ran to the bus stop despiite of my iinjure leg... haha... reach the bus stop saw shan but nv see hiim... scare tt he wiill be thr waiiting for me... but actually no... i called hiim and was surprise to fiind hiim at home he saiid he was siick... so ii was relief tt he was not late because of mee... haha... me was wid kenny at tt time...lols... i was du lan and fan at tt time cos i was nearly suspended becos i didn't cut my hair... haha... heng he give me a chance... lols... so the day was soso lohz... sch end meet kenny le den go to jiiyou hus to see if he is okay ... reach his hus le den cook some food to eat ..play wif his camera... den went to heartland mall to take neoprint lols... if was quiet nice... haha... i love to take picture lols... after tt went to compasspoint den after tt pei jiyou go home den i went home too...
• 120405 - woke up at er...4.30 haha... bath le went to meet huishan at 5.15 ... haha.. actually intend to walk to sch but den not enough time so we took a cab to sch,... arh ... it was so damn early lohz... 5 .40 lidat nia... so i waited for 6.10 den i can go and meet jiyou... who noes tt he did wake up... so he say no nid to meet le cos he just wake up... so i was like ...wadeva... i went back to sch it was so ji mo lohz... nobody in sch at tt time... fine... brought some food for shan den i went to chit chat wid daniel they all the the study area... den after tt went to sit at parade square... lols... went to the toilet to make my bloody hair... haha... den saw jiyou... lols... tok wid him for a while den bell ring le... so went back to class... went to see mr tina for my hair check... lols... heng he nv say anything let me go... lols... the day went by as usual ... sch ended at abt 3.45 went to sit n tok at canteen waiting for time to pass... finially it 5... so i took my bag and went off for my 1st aid course... damn it ... tt course was damn sianz... hate lecture... lols... ended at abt 9.35... walk to the busstop to take 107 home... chatted wid jiyou on the way.. haha... brought some sweet and walk back home...

*\\...ii beliieve tt twoo parallel may meet one day...//*

• 080405 - Went to watch samara at ps lohx...wiid jiiyou , fiion shan n hao after the speech day thiingky.. haha... tt show was abiit dotz lohz... not as niice as ii expected... but was scare by iit a few tiime haha... nt really tt bad lohz... stiill can make iit... but not recommeded lols... er... after tt show no place to go so the rest wennt back so ii peii my dii home but denn ii nv briing hiim home brought hiim to hg plaza play pool lohz... but den ii was feeliing abiit uneasy cos scare he kana caught so ii ask my fts to briing hiim to kopiitam eat lohz... haha... den hiis mother called mii so ii send hiim back home den fer , piing n shareen came to my hus ton lohz... haha...
• 090405 - they went back about 9 liidat lohz... so ii went back to slp lohz... haha... den shan called me to ask me peii her go punngol end... after tt jiiyou called me den ii meet hiim fiirst den we went to eat at mac lohz... haha... waiited abt 15 miin den shan n hao come ... peepboo... haha... we played the same game whiile we all can not fiiniish the food... Jii Go BA... lols... fun game llolls... den after eatiing went to punggol end... ahha... damn iit ii on the way to the other siide of punggol end ... ii Kay Pa Lan go carry jiiyou den fall down from tt step den got my knee "niu tao" fuk man ... walkiing liike a handiicap ...tiie guaii lii... haha... walk to the other siide den after tt went out den thr iis a radom check on bag den shan they all kana check lols... den took a cab to heart land mall ... went to have a driink at mac... lols... after tt went to take piic lohz...haha... ii liike takiing piic lols... after tt late le den ii peii jiiyou to his ahma hus den ii walk back... on the way ii was shocked to get a call from my siir... askiing me iif i wan to be npc dun noe wad to over see the whole thiingky ii was shocked lols... took up the changelle lols... reach home wiif an empty stomach ... hungry siia... lols... den fell asleep den woke up by a called from jiiyou... den chatted wiid hiim denn after tt went to bath den use com lohz... untiil 4 plus den slp lohz... haha...
• 100405 - woke up at 6 plus den went back to slp agaiin woke up by a call from my mother ... wasn't sure wad she was sayiing but onlii yes yes all the way...lols... went back to slp again woke up at er... 1 issit nt sure lehz... den after tt meet jiiyou for lunch ... den actually he meet hiis fren but dun noe why nv go ... so we walked to hg plaza to play lan... but iin the end onlii he play lols... called shan ... ask her to go heartland mall take piic... haha... afterr playiing den to bus stop den jiiyou wannted to buy skiittii lols... for someone lols... but den the skiittii not up to standard so nv buy lols... miiss bus 113 so waiited untiil du lan cross the over head briidge took 119 to heart land den he run to the 7 eleven buy the sweet but den dun have so he brought a iice lemon tea back... haha... funni man... lols... went to coldstordge to den brought 2 packet of tt ... den ii called shan ... she iis stiill at home... so we went to walk walk fiirst ... jiiyou brought a waffle but den not niice de... he saiid so we ate abiit den nv eat liiao... den goiing to reach 7 ... shan stiill not here so jiiyou called her den she say she stiill at home so we ask her no niid come liiao cos he niid to go back... so ii peii hiim to hiis ahma hus atually wannted to cut moii haiir at hiis ah ma hus but den nv open... fuk man... afterr sendiing hiim ... ii called shan but den she dun wan to come out so ii bo biian walked all the way back to my hus thr the salon but den close liiao... so wad can ii do... dun cut lohz... ahha.... brought so hiichew and loliipop den went back home... ii damn tiired cos... my leg... was damn paiinful as ii have to walk stressiing on one leg... haha... fiinally reach home... when to bath den watch tv den come onliine to blog... tata... tt the end of diis sessiion of bloggiing... haha...

Haii... When i m down . hurts juz wiish forr urr care n concern but iit seem so iimpossiible... wad was ii iin uur iin ur heart?? felt so hurt when ever ii saw euu leaviing mee.. have euu ever treat me liike how ii treat euu... Do euu noe tt euu are tt speciial someone iin my miind?? have euu every wonder how ii feel when ur turn n leave without sayiing a word... haii... frozenn heart .....

PeePbOO... today woke up late again... haha... when i reach the busstop he was thr waiting for mee le... haha... went to the same bus stop dis the same thing and reach the same sch... life is like a daily routine lohz... a life cycle...haha...keep on repeating but at least the is the same... today was a pleasant day... got 39/40 for my emath class test ...oh yeah... abit sad cos i aim for full mark... lols... haha... den today had a chemistry test ... holy shiet ... it was so damn difficult lohz... dun noe how to do alot of question... den... went out wid my k.q.g jiyou , kenny and daniel... haha... they are really a bunch of joker...haha... life is fun because there are ppl like them... haha... me see tml will laugh until pengz... lols... took 72 to tm... den pei my k.q.g jiiyou to go buy billabong shirt n pants... wah lao a ... mee damn jealosy lohz... i also wan to buy ... but i very poor... went to eat long john but onli wif jiiyou cos the other two went home liao... finish eating we went to catch a movie... BECOOL ... damn it lohz... its not funny at all... but it wasn't tt boring cos i was entertain by jiiyou.. lols... he really damn funny lohz... haha... after tt movie went to buy hsi billabong pants... haha... den after tt went to mian bao talk... to find Ru... haha... he gave mee a free bread n drink ...haha... den after tt took 72 to hougang mall to check wad time mac open den pei my di home lohz... hey drink more water la... sick laio still dun noe how to take care of urslef... went home after tt... sianz... tired n sleepy... haha... me going to slp le... write until here bah... tata... NitEz...

today wAs LikE YesteRdaY... hahax... Went to school wiid my kAii Xiin Guo n sHan.... Lols.. REach Sch ABout er... 7 lidaaT bahz... sch WAs BoriinG... haha... dun noe y... my mind is always running wild ... can not concentrate ... today i won 6 DAo Bao lols... thanz... to my K.X.G lols... pEEpBoO... toDAy sTaiEd BAck In sch untiL 6 pluS PluS... dotZ man... tt mr yeo came to tok to mee... say i very wad wad... suai manx... haha... REally Happi wid mOii liife noww... lols... thanz for being wid me... i nv felt so happi since denn... haha... walked my brudder home... den took 119 home... tired n sleepy but have to study for tml chem test chemical bonding... must pass wid flying colour lols...

LoLx... woke up a bit late today... very tired... and moody... haii... life is really sucky for mee lohz... haii... today meet jiyou at my hus thr ... he is really my kai xin guo... eventhough i m abit unhappy...but he brighten up my day wif his jokes and laughter... went to sch together wid him n shan lohz... haii... me dun care so much le wan to do wan i tink i wan to i hack care ppl... hu dun trust me... ii will only care for ppl who i tink i shld... like my kai xin guo...lols... ok la.. cut all the craps... today was a pleasant day ... m.k.x.g waited for mee today den we went to hg plaza to buy some food den went to his blk thr to eat... chatted and play some iq qns thr... lols... damn it... got one qns until now i still dun noe how to solve ... lols... ok la... chatted until 7 lidat den i pei him to his lift den mee go home lohz...haha... still thinking how to solve tt qns... lols...

Today woKe up at about 5.30 bah...cos meeting jiiyou and Shan... left house at abt 6.15 den saw jiiyou outside moii hus... haha... shocked... lols... den we went down to cheers to buy some sweets... den after tt walk to the 62 bus stop... waited for 15 min bah... cos we reach thr early ... haha 5 bus pass us den shan come ...so we took 112 ... to sch lohz... reach sch abt 7.10 bah... haii... let not tok abt sch stuff cos i hate tt fuck sch ... went to hgmall wif jiiyou shan n hao... den after tt we took 107 actually intend to go to beach road wif them but i dun noe y they didn't go... but nvm... so me n jiiyou went there ourself... went thr to see if there is a nice shoes... nth nice... so we went to bugis... reach thr le saw melia n jiahui so we went in to eat wid them... after tt we went off to converse to buy his shoes... he brought a brown colour converse shoe... den we took bus 80 back to hg... on the way back saw them again at heartland busstop...lols... me pei jiiyou to hg mall buy waffle to eat lols... den pei him walk home ...chatted under his blk...peepboo... haii... nth much le... haii... life is really in a mess for mee fuk up at the moment...thinking of going punggol end... hey cheer up brudder.... =p

PeEp BoO... Today woKe up at Er 8.30 Bah... cos actually plan to go for a run but den all beri tired so nv go lohz... haha... cos the nite b4 chat until beri late mahz... haha... so decided to go out instead of running... went out wif jiYou ... went to hg mall to eat chicken rice den went to tampinese mall to watch the eye 10 lols... my second time haha... den after tt watched miss congeniality2 haha... tt was a nice show man... funny n nice... haha... it was fun watching movie wid him lols... can entertain me lols... damn funny laughing all the way lols... an enjoyable day ;p... hahaa... nth much to say le ... nth much happened today...peepboo...

peepboo... today went to play bball wid my brudder n sissta... lols... den after tt went to a... bugis... went to buy pmk shirt but den dun have so went to take neo print lols... den after tt went to jurong point take the pmk shirt tt i order lols... haha... today was a enjoyable day... lols... haha... we all like one group of gin na lohz... haha... so damn funny... laughing n koing all the way...lols... haha... happy memories hope... can last...peepboo...

PeeP BoO... today damn tired lols... today got morning run ... same same lah... no kick lols... haha... last Year Runing Le...haha... den wait and wait until after... haha... but still cvan not go home gt parade... lols... actually tot dun have cos raining but den after tt stop liao... sianz... haha... er... finish abt 5 lidat bah... den went to eat ... do some foot drill den break fall lohz... haha... scouting life is simple... lols... after tt followed my scout to make a damn police report ...but den in the end nv ...haha... cos got some misunderstanding ...lols... den after tt went back to school listen to mr goh tok lohz... haha.. all the bloody thingky all come out from his month ... haha.. suan han guang until like siao...hahaha... even if it is so dun nid to say oput den mahz... haha... after tt went to hougang mall wid ji you , shan and hao... lols... me dun wan to be dian deng poa... tt y ask ji you along lols... haha... went to buy ezlink stamp... lols... den went to take my contact lens... den went to eat after tt...haha... it was so fun ... lols... den after tt pei ji you home ... haha... he scare dark lols... haha...