Hey HEy... Today HAd a WondERful DAy...haha... woke up at 6. meet kevin at 6.30 den we to have a drink at the coffeeshop... left tt place at 6.45 went to sch... haha... lesson was alright... abit boring lolx... still not tt bad la... haha... yeah bell ring and it time to go home... nah ...nope have to stay back for test... haha... meet kevin after tt walk out of sch wif him to the second bus stop waited until 2.50 den the bus come board the bus and drop at the nxt stop...haha...lame ... went back sch for the test... siggh... fall asleep during the test ...dumb... lolx... by the time i woke up...hoohoo... had to ahnd up the scripts...lolx... went back home... bath le meet kevin to Study... wah today the weather is cold... frezzing manx...haha...called miss chia ask her abt chem lols... hahax... studying until abt 9.09 went to eat my dinner... wah so full... now back home... boring... nothing to do... hehexx... today really had a wonderful day laughing all the way... hehex... hope everyday is lyk dis...yeah manx...

sianz... today woke up at 6.20 lidat bath hao le sms my bro den went off to sch le... haiix... sad reach sch le can't see anyone to sit wif or tok to ... walking around like an idoit... siigh... finally the big man... called us to assemable finally gt a place to sit... haiix... it was a boring start of sch...sch life changed ... brning our bag here and thr like a toot... haha... waiting for recess ... lesson was boriing... oh yeah its recess... saw keviin and had our recess together... arhx... food wasn't tt nice... went back to class at the second bell... it was EL damn ...3 period... holy... so long... haha... endure through... and was another 3 period of BIO... gonna fall alseep soon... but can't cause i m in the centre of the class ...haha... shit... lols... sch ended at 2.15 but can't go back cos i have a exam ... at 2.35... haii... didn't really study cos can't get anything into my head... took the exam... and tink i m going to flung it... haha... ended 45 min later... haiix... went to sch alone and go home alone... i m mr.lonely... siigh... went back home took a bath and met kevin to study... shit gt into a cold war wid him ...haha... damn... but it ended very soon... haha... didn't tok for an hour... haha... playing like a kid ... went to have a light dinner b4 i went back home... haiixx... so bored wif life...

Siianz... woke up by a call from keviin... bath hao le meet him at 12 at my hus thr de bus stop... went to heartland wid him... haii ... so sianz not in a gd mood den... paiseh worx... like pang seh euu i walk myself... sorri arh... after tt bought our sch shoes for tml... sch 1st day ...sigh ... gt exam some more... haiix...stress... went to take a train to hougang mall cos keviin wan to pass yupiing her present... so i accompany him... after tt went to giordano ... haha bought the same pants wid him...lols... after tt went bak home to put our stuff den meet him for lunch ... haha... after tt went to study... but den abit siianz cos dun noe why he like sianz sianz ...den his face black black de dun wan to tok so lohz...half way he fall asleep ... everytime de... so i woke him up ask him if he wan go home slp anot cos he like very tired... he say no... so fine... continue to study... until 5.20 den finish ...everything finne... we are playing like small kid...haha... thr a kid in mee... lolx... he send me to the traffic light den after tt he went back le... saw jx they all say hi tok awhile den me went back home le... waiting for him to reply my sms... haii... tink he slping bahx... or at his grandma hus.. tt alll blog tonight...maybe... cya ppl...

today... woke up at 6.20 lidat bahx... siigh ...chatted wif keviin until 2 ,3 plus bahx... still have to wake up so early haiix... bath finish le left my hus at 6.40 as i m meetiing him at 6.45 ... called him and he is still sleeping piig siax... waiited for like 20 min... den he came down... haiix... always waitiing for him... dotz... so he is late for 20 min and he owes me 20 cup of drinks... lols... after tt went to the coffee shop to eat breakfast ... haha... 5day nv eat the wan tan mee le... haha... after tt left for sch... haha... first time reach sch earlier den the rest lols... haha... had out NPC meeting as usual but half way hab to carry table ... wah biang a carry until wan to die siax... so tiring... haha... nvm training... lols... after tt back to NPC meeting... asign work to them le den end of meeting... me n keviin took 136 to heartland... actually intend to eat thr but den lazy so bought kfc yoshinoya and ice cream( haha pic below) back to my hus... haha... after eating all those stuff bath hao le felt abit sleepy so fallen asleep... lolx... woke up 30min later bahx... den he went back home le... meet he at 5 lidat bahx... forget the time liao... haha... went down to study ... haha... he is such a piig ... study half way fall asleep lolx... he went to his grandma hus at abt 8 bahx... met him again at 8.45 lidat... haha... went to eat dinner... after tt went to play ground to eat the ice cream tt we bought in the afternoon... haha... wrote our name on the ice cream... haha...look at the photo...lolx... haha... after tt meet dennis cos he wan to eat dinner so accompany him to coffeeshop chatted until 10.30 den he went back le... so as usual ...keviin accompany to the traffic light den he went back le... came online went i reach home... chatted wif him on the phone and playing maple at the same time chatted wif him until 2 lidat den he slp le... haha... i m still awake... haix... can't slp ... tink i going to bath now... so i tink tt all for yesterday lols... really wanna thanz dis special buddy of mine(keviin) when ever i m up or down euu will always be by my side... thanz... sorri for showing attitude sometimes... take care... *piing*

Piing N Keviin  

[X]iiping 

K for keviin and X for Xiipiing 

iiCe CreAm 

K N X  

nNv meantt to fall iin lovve wiid euu~

as tiime goess by my feeliing for euu becoome so truue...

tt ii'm iimpossiible to liive w/o euu...

euu habb engrave ur name ontoo moii heartt...

whenn ii cann noo longerr be wiib euu ...

tthe namee tt euu engrave onto moii heartt become a scarr

a SCAR tt can nnv bbe erasedd...

tryiing hardd to gett riid butt ...

iit wiill nv bbe gonne .

as iit has been engravee too deep onto moii heartt...

haiix...

euu were nv meannt to bbe miine...

let tiime heall...

siigh...

haha... yeah ...HE is Finally back from his camp... 5 days... was lonng manx... hha... today woke up at 8 bath hao le den go sch for lesson... oh its chemistry... did some practical today... left at 12.15... actually 11.45 ... but nvm... went to took a bus to punggol end... haha.. waited for like an hour or so bahx... den fiinally saw him comiing out from the boat... after tt took bus 82 out den change 136 back home to my hus... haha... ordered mac... 19.25 was kind of exp... but nvm... haha... arhx... actually nth much happened today.. oh ya change my nos le... no longer using the other nos... cos i lost the sim card and all nos lost so ppl... sms me so i can update my phone bk... ppl ... my nos appear on my msn... thanz... take care... yeah.... blog later...

haiix... today was really the worst day of my life.. haix.. i was so dumb ... haiix.. i really nid euu buddy... to shared and tok to... i m stress up... dun noe hu to tok to ...euu are in camp... and i m all alone at home... toking to moii com ... haiix... really felt very upset... when ii niid somebody to tok to whr are euu... haiix... ii m not blaming euu.. i m juz blamiing myself... haiix... 2 moredays... and i shall for for ya to come back ... i really nid somebody to tok to now... i m so damn stress up!!!! haiix... not iin a gd mood.... siigh...

HAiix...

FcuK No MODD!!!

LOST MOII PHONE!!!!!!

II HATE THE PERSON HU STEAL IT...

GO TO HELL EUU ASS HOLE...

CCB...

sigh... it was so boring... all i do was slp ... woke up by a call from miiss chiia... told me abt the lesson dis coming friday... haiix... looking at my phone it was 3plus going 4 slpet for 3 hr plus ... sigh... so boring w/o my buddy accompany... no whr to go ... sigh... decided to go beach road... to shop... but bought nothing... cos didn't see anything i like... sigh... no mood to shop too... after tt went to bugis... went to bugis street walk round and round... bought a wallet ... siigh... and bought something for my brother... but dun noe the size so bought a L size pants... lols... the cutting is small dun noe he can wear anot... nvm can not den ...dun wear lohz... life is so boring ... waiiting for his call? dun noe if he is able to call nvm... i shall wait... but ii m abit tired... looking at moi hp all the time... siigh... reach homea t abt 10 plus... boring... tata... tt's all for today...
-=Mr.LonEly=-

-19.06.05-
went back to PLTC to wriite moii report... reach the sch at abt 2.30 ... haii... dun noe how to ask my sir for the report thingy...scare kana scold... waited for a berii long timme... woo... took the thingky wif yong liiang help...haha...haii dun noe how to write ... help them wif the packing den decided to leave... when i was abt to leave ...ii couldn't find the key and i was so HOT... nobody help me... damn it... so du lan... the sir holding the key was fixiing the toilet as the pipe blow off... sigh... so suai... waited for a long time leave the sch at 5.plus damn it... waste my time... looking for the key...meet keviin at night pass him sandal and cap... as he was goiing to OBS tml... haii... i m going to be very sianz...for 5 days...sigh...chatted wif him until 2 lidat den went to slp...
-20.06.05-
haiix... woke up late... meet keviin at 7... pass tml 2 shirt den went to the coffee shop to have our breakfast ...it was kinda rush... cos we onli had 15min to eat as he have to reach sch at 7.30... after breakfast... took a cab send tml to sch... den wave goodbye... hope everything would be fine for him...yeah... walk to of sch alone... took a bus back home ... haii.. think by now he shld have reach the CAmp... haix... gonna be very lonely dis few days... waiitiing for him to come back...5days started counting today... take care...

siigh... juz came back from pltc traniing camp... haii ...tired ... haha... the camp wasn't tt bad cos everynitez ... or maybe the whole day got ppl to chat wif mii... haha ...which is keviin... he iis someone no matter rain or shine will be by my side to help me... thanz... haiix... frenship also has it expiry date... so not all frenship can be kept foreva... so to me i treasure every moment spet wif my fren... through dis pltc ii have noe a few frenz...haha... cos i m socialable lolx... hhaa... today had the campfire... hey euu all really perform quiet well ... really thanz for the effort they euu all had put in... wanna thanz keviin also ...when ii m in camp hel[p me look after them.... ok la... dun noe wad to write le... will continue tml... very tired le...

Taken on Moii BirThdAy!! 

keviin n mii * BrothERs 

taken on 100605 

haha... today is my birthday worx... so happy... went to sch in the morning... had to teach them the dance step ... haha... they really did a great job... haha... after tt went back home wif keviin... den we out wif hiim... haha... went to PS played arcade for awhile... den we decided to walk to cine... lols... on the way thr met jac... lols... so we threee went to watch movie together...we watch batman at 4.30 de... before tt we went to take neoprint...lols... so happi... after the show went to hereen... shop but brought nth...lols... after tt walked to fareast ... but can't find the wallet ii m looking for... sent jac to the mrt station after tt mii n keviin went to eat soul garden ... haha... was damn full ...haha... stuffing those left over into my mouth ... dun wish to waste food ...lols... finish eating abt 10... went to took a train back to kovan... keviin brought food for his sis... den after tt we chatted along the way until he reach his hus... haha... den i m back home... really happi cos i gt 14 sms and 11 testimonial... thanz ppl... esp to keviin... yeah my best brother... 10 more min den my birthday over... haha

siigh... a few more hours to go ... haha... haiix... plan a dance wasn't easy manx... plan until wanna cry ...haha... but wif the help to hannah , weiting and xiaowei its was abit easier ...haha... thanz to them for their help... haha... the dance was carried out today... happy cos it was quite okay... still can make it...haha... dance the first part onli... tml lst day to teach them...haha... dun noe whether they can remember mahz... hope they can... have fate in them... haha... oso must say thanz to keviin , gary n aik guan ... haha... but den hor i m helpping them horx... so they shld say thanz instead ritez...haha... today went to cut moi hair wif keviin ... juz reach home... haha... waiting for tml to come...lolx...

haiix... always been tiinkiing iis iit riite for mii to be thr? or ii m juz an EXTRA... ii m really very stress n tiired over all dis tiing wad the hell have ii done wrong... ii felt really very diisapoiinted... doiin so much ii didn't expect anythiing iin return all ii wan iis them to apperciiate iit but no they dun...
ii hate myself for beiing so stupiid...

sigh.. woke up at 9plus den slept until 11 woke up bath le... waiting for kevin to come over meet me... den after tt went down to meet gary n aikguan ate at the coffee shop... den went to the multi purpose hall to tink of some dance step for the camp fire... sigh... onli came out the dance step for 26 sec of a song ...whr gt time sia... sigh... went back home... wif kevin n hannah... keviin came to my hus to play maple den hanna came to take amath txt bk den after awhile went off le... keviin play until sianz liao... den he fall asleep ...sigh... he woke up by the call from joey...not call him is mii... lols... after tt he went back home... all alone at home... sigh...

campfire over... didn't win anything ... sigh... not many ppl turn up for the campfire how dissapointing ... but issit my fault... sigh... we try our very best ... we did make an effort to turn up why we still get the scolding? nvm... its always lidat... we hav to live up wif it...way to go manx... ppl we are cool ritez?!!! haha... we shouted wif our heart n soul... haha... we rox!! (abit BHB but who cares)... now ard keviin hus he is not feeling well so accompany him back... feeling better le i tiink... he is bathing now waiting for him to bath hao help me open the door ... nvm the night is still young ... i have all the time i wan... who cares... haha... take ur time... lolx... haha... tt all for today... did enjoy myself at the campfire... haha...
*piing(^-^)V...

siigh...
090605- haha..today woke up late again didnt go for english lesson...haha ... hate to cut newspaper..lols... damn boring haha... went to sch for physic haha... another boring lesson lols... but bo bian have to go haha... she was like toking non stop ... juz listening to her boring speech...lols... after her lesson a nick name for a gal was out... "STUPID WOMAN" haha... guess hu... lols... haha... went to chemistry lesson afterr tt... haha going through ten yr series...lols... haha... the time pass so damn fast... juz lidat one hr pass... haha... dun noe wad to do!! still early .. was deciding whether to go eat or not ... dun noe can call hu... haha... so stay in sch to study haha... until abt 4 den went home... waiting for kevin to come back haha... ass manx... so long was hungry and sianz... msg him but didn't reply... so waited at home until like 8.30 den he called mii ask mii go sch meet him ... so siying on the way ... walked to sch wid her... haha... den went to eat at chomp chomp wif keviin... haha... we ate stingray ,satay, hokkien mee, fried oyster omelette and two super big sugar cane drink... haha... so touch he brought two thing for mii a cap and a BILLABONG shirt... haha... went over to stay at his hus haha... tok alot wid him haha... abt blah blah blah... lols... counted blah blah blah to sleep... haha... woke up at 7plus the nxt day haha... tt toot can not bear to leave his bed to i was like throwing pillow at him until he wake up... went to eat breakfast after tt... haha... den i went back home to bath at the same time waiting for him to come meet mii ... so meet at abt 12 den went to meet serene n agnes at j8 as keviin got to pass him something lols... haha... after tt went to j8 cinema to buy movie ticket ... brought ticket thr but went to PS to watch onli mii and keviin they didn't come wif us...haha... took a cab down as we dun have enough time for a train lols... watch madagascar(eee... i dun think it is nice lame show!!) at 2.40 den after tt watched monster in law (nice show so funni) at 4.40 haha... watch mr and mrs smith (cOOL nice show ii like the fighting scene) at 6.30 haha... watched 3 show continuously haha... shoik manx... when to take neo print after tt...lols... the pic was quite nice...it has been a long time since i took it...lols... went to eat punggol nasi lemak den after tt when to keviin hus thr to "la tie" haha... den went to the playground and chatted b4 going home... reach home abt 11.50 lidat... can not sleep so msg keviin he called mii and we chatted for 36 min den he hang up ... he called again at 1plus but i didn't ans cos i was listening to my ipod... waited for him to called back but he didn't fall asleep while waiting... haha...
110605- woke up at 6.30... called kevin ask him wad time to meet for breakfast... he said 7.15 so i went to bath n went down to meet him at 7.15...he wasn't there... waited for like 30 min then he turn up... didn't manage to eat but bought breakfast instead.. then he received a phonecall then he show me his attitude face all the way until we reached school.. i was like so du lan... so wasn't in good mood... the whole dae end up so toot... now at k hse ironin my scout uniform for the srjc cf later... haha...iron half way came to blog...so ask k to help mii iron... lolx...

haii... really got nothing to do at home sia... woke up alte today miss my social studies lesson...sihg... went to sch at 10 instead of 8 haha... slept for 14 hr but still beri tired... mayb is i dun wan to wake up bahx... slp is better den nothing to do..haha... lidat can spent time faster... sigh... went to met the pltc ppl after sch but onli saw one ppl thr lols... the patrol flag was done ... but still have more ... nvm... went home after tt...damn hungry... one more day to go b4 he come back... it seem to be a very long time even if it is 3 days onli ..haha... nth much ...take care...

yawn... went to eat sakae wif keviin after getting our report book on 6/5/05...sigh... didn't do well as expected... but still felt very upset abt the result ... i studied for it and yet it turn out so badly... haii... L1R4 = 27
L1R5 = 36... dis kind of result can go whr? haix... went to sch very early to acc keviin as he is going to KL today... sigh... today was damn tired carrying pole and helping ppl to dig hole for outdoor cooking... cooked their breakfast... haha... tink is their best breakfast for the whole camp bahz... lols... went back after the camp is over... went to eat wid gary and aikguan... went home after tt... nothing to do so i slept the whole day... gt alot of miss call my pltc ppl... haha... haii msg keviin didn't expect him to reply but he did... lols... haha.. haii... i m so lonely ... feel like going out but dun noe hu to ask... sigh... nvm wait for keviin to come back den go out... thrusay!!! yeah... one more day to go... i shall stop here... take care...

So FuLL!!! 

NiCe!! 

YAmii!!! 

ChawAbMUsHI 

SOft CarB Roll 

LOLX 

keviin 

at sakae ... 

arh... juz finish campping ... it was not really very tough for mii cos i went thr as a helper .. haha... sianz... had alot of programme ... haha the best day was solo night ... haha... brought ppl to various places to slp alone ...haha... it was not really very scary ... haha... but i tink so of them is scare ... lolx... went to patrol throught out the night ... it was really beri fun... haha... didn't really get much slp... today had out outdoor cooking oh ... it was a nice one actaully intend to go home but in the end staied behind to do the outdoor cooking haha... it was really the most funny one of all the rest event haha... team up wif keviin... and dane at the side helping us...haha... thr is pic below.. lols... now at keviin hus... can not slp...he is slping so soundly lols... i m playing com... think the ppl must be still hiking ... haha... i plan the route worx... but den dunnnoe they walk until whr le... haha ... can not ta han liao wan to slp le... nitez...

KeViiN !! 

HaHA... thE FruiT Of Our LabOuR!!! 

iTs So DAmn Hot!!!! 

BarBecUe!!! 

It's honEy ChickEn!!! 

OutDOor CookiiNg 

Dane,piing,keviin 

haiix... liife iis liike a busii road cars traveliing nonstop... iit iis liike all the obstiical tt iis stoppiing mii from crossiing the road... leadiing a siimple liife... thiinkiing back ... liife was fooliing mii round and round ... letiing ppl who will hurt mii iinto my liife ,w/o sayiing anythiing they left wiith onlii a scar iin moii heart and foots step iin my memoriies... ii have been searchiing and searchiing lookiing for a place whereby thr iis no love n no hate... iis thr such thiing as foreva frenz? iin my whole liife ii havee giive up on diis word foreva... nth iin diis world iis foreva... frenn may leave one day... everythiing wiill change nothiing will remaiin the same foreva... thr iis always a tiime liimiit for everythiing once tiime iis up no matter how strong iit iis iit wiill stiill leave... diis liimiit iis wad makes ppl wan to treasure the tiime spent together wiif the person... beliieve iin miiracle...haiix... smiile always... take care...