siighx... felt being stab by someone important in my life... but if euu tink tt all dis makes euu happier den tt fine wid me... siighx... ii have really lost everything in my life ppl around me... siighx... euu are a great disappointment to me... i can not long take any blow... i m really stress up... life for me is really in a mess... i hate my life... no long has the will to do anything... given up hope on every single thing... i trust euu....... but euu prove me wrong... no point dragging it ... euu have an answer to it ... take care ............. gone with the wind... no longer in action....

today woke up at 8 plus... arghx... actually intend to go sch at 9... but didn't... saw kevin at the busstop today... chatted wif him for a while den board the bus together... alight one stop b4 him went to monfort mac to have breakfast... studied thr while wating for others to come... after breakfast took a bus to sch... reach sch abt 10plus... they are having break ... went up wid them at 11 i tink... had a 45 min lesson den finish le... when to canteen saw steph n raj... they are doing their proj and i m revising for he chem test... arghx... uncle johnny drive me out went to but some food for them... went back had our lunch le... den went up for chem lesson... arghx... was tired n sleepy... haha... fall asleep half way thru... didn't take the test cos everyone was tired... so change to thrusday... haha... went to hg mall alone brought some stationary n paid my hp bill... arghx... dun tink ii m going to use the phone anymore... the phone seem useless now... siighx... nvm... came back home did the june chem paper ... tired n moodless... no more supper breakfast n lunch... siighx... miss those days... maybe i only treasure thing when they are gone... siighx... mr.lonely... living in my own world... thr onli me myself and i...sighx... drift apart... day 3...

siighx... woke up late... took a cab to sch... siighx... sprain my leg again while runing to sci lab cos i was late... siighx... was late my 15 or 10 min bahx... was sweating and rushing thru out the experiment... siighx... ended at 9.36 but could go back yet... msut stay at in the library until the last batch ppl come... waited until 11.30... went to TM wif jj n wk... the broadshort tt i wan was sold out...sighx... den went to eat at long john.. afetr tt wad stroll around there didn't buy anything in the end... went back home empty handed... haiix... thr's something missing in my life... siighx.. day 2... haiix...

siighx... tml is perlim combine science prat... haven study yet... went out the whole day... brought a new t-shirt from new world order... siighx... wasn't in the mood for anything now... siighx... drift far apart... nth much to blog abt today... sighx... meaningless life...

woke up at 8. went to meet kevin... went to sch together... had chem lesson ... we ordered mac to sch... 44.50 so exp... went down to get the food... the indian fat women scolded us... i tink she wan some but too bad... went up to sch continue the lesson until 11 plus den eat the food we had brought... i wan piss off by wad euu say... wanted to me u but u ask me meet for wad... fine!... went to PS wid huishan amelia n weihao... brought another waterbottle a pmk shirt some stupid stuff... was stroll around was pissoff while eating... called me ask me to meet u den u ask i go for wad... er...wad was that suppose to mean ... u dun wan me to go? nvm... forgetit... was so damn upset n piss off... reach home abt 5 den chatted wif steph until 6 lidat den i went to slp... woke up at 11 plus... was hungry... siighx... my phone didn't even ring after den... siighx... nvm...

I M SO DAMN F*** UP NOW ... HEY WAD THE HELL MAN... U SPOIL MY F***ING DAY... DAMN U!!!

morning was abit upset due to some reason... went to sch as usual but onli tt i m sort of going alone tt it... reach sch went into the class line... sitted down reading some notez... arghx... no prepare yet... damn... went up to the hall ... waiting for exam to start... had too much exam le... so perlim have to kick.. not anxious at all... arghx... i fall asleep half way through... thinking abt how the hell m i going to write the essay... damn... mrs wong woke me up... finish the paper very fast den... my head seem heavy den "boom" gone into my dreamland... woke up at abt 9.45 waiting for the teacher to collect my paper... went for recess... after tt went up at abt 10.30lidat went to pass the gift for teachers day haha... miss chia seem to be very shock... haha... miss lim very happi... mrs wong? oh my god... she smile at me after tt her face change she scolded me... cos i slp in the exam... haha... nvm... went back to the hall for the rest of the paper... i m happi... cos i noe how to do my compre...haha... i hope i can pass a c6 will do...yeah!! haha... after tt i phone gt a msg... haha... from miss lim... she like the chocolate... haha... went to meet kevin for lunch after tt he went back to sch for lesson... went home meet up wif weikeat n jiajie... went to heartland to rent vcd...but in the end didn't lolx... wasted my time... after tt WK went back left me and JJ so we decided to go sim lim... haha... went to his hus... waited for awhile for him... den took 147 den change to taxi... haha... 9.50 cent the fare... wasted my money... arghx... damn... after tt nth much to say tt time abit piss off... went to simlim after tt... walk round and round thr didn't buy anything in the end... haha... so went to parco... can find the waterbottle i m looking for... took a train down to PS... brought 3 bottle...lolx... haha... i like the ripcurl one... lolx... so nice... after tt went back home ... meet up wid kevin... at his hus staircase... pass him the 3waterbottle ask him to choose... cos i lost his ...lolx... arghx... he choose the one i like...lolx... is predictable...cos it is nice... lolx...i gonna get one for myself... haha... chatted wif him for abt 50min at the stairs... den he went back home to study for his chem test tml... haha... went hoem after tt... so tired... and sleepy... hungry!!! haven eat yet... ;{ must go slp le tml still gt chem lesson... *yawn*

RAj, STephanie, me, kevin 

Seoul garden...  

the prawn shrink... 

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Today sch halfday... went to the hall after recess cos got teachers day celebration ... the concert was nice... funny and entertaining... but the MC was abit OMG cos the got no cordination... nvm... ending when all teacher went up the stage to cut the cake... arghx... term 3 ending soon... prelim is nearer... siighx...today went to my primary sch teacher hus to visit her... she juz gave birth to a cute little baby gal... haha... went thr wid johan n elizeberth... went back at abt 3 plus reach home abt 4 plus... was preparing to go study... but den didn't went out to watch movie wid siying they all... watched the maid... it wasn't very nice... cos the story line was abit dotz... haha... after tt went to find sooting my sista lolx... chated wif her for awhile den when back to hg le... actually was meeting kevin den cos he say he can not come out so late so didn't call him... sighx... went to hg plaza to play pool play until 2 plus walked back home... siighx... so ji mo walking home alone... nvm... soon everyday would b like dis go sch alone go back also alone... siighx... was very tired... msg someone to give me a moring call... cos tml going out... =) fall asleep very soon...
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today woke up by a call... at 10 plus ...lucky still gt time... bath le... change hao abt 10 going 11... so went down to take a bus to heartland on the way to the bus stop saw steph inside the bus... so took the nxt bus after hers... i wasn't late haha... jzu tt she is earlier den me...lolx... ask her company me go buy contact lens... after tt went to meet the rest den took a train to bugis den walk to shaw tower... brought the ticket fro the movie(herbie) went to the candy shop near suntec... brought some chocolate for some teachers... wasn't really happy cos i m like abit left out... nth much to talk abt... nvm.. went back cos the show start at 1.15 ... the cinema was damn empty... onli gt 6 ppl in total... lolx... after tt took a bus to taka ... ate seoul garden... was damn full... ate a sushi full of wasabi... haha... its choking tears flow out from my eyes... damn... went back after tt... alight at heartland... went to popular wid steph... cos she nid to buy dictionary... took neoprint together wid her and kevin... went back home after tt.. was abit sad... cos me and someone now like stranger... didn't tok much... siighx... mayb last time going out together... siighx... tml is english prelim le... nid to go study some notes le... take care ppl... especially euu euu and euu... ppl study hard... give it a last shot...