today was really a fun day for mii...haha... woke up at 6 went to sch at 7plus ... had moii exam ... oh gosh ... going to flunk my combine science again... damn ...lolx... after tt had moii emath paper... have a lil confidences... haha... hope i can get an a1 for dis practise paper 2 haha... we must have goals in life... lolx... after tt when to have lunch wid agnes at heartland ate KFc... chated abt a lil couple tt we are match making... lolx... after shop around the mall den went back home...sighx... so bored... some ppl pang seh mii... go watch movie w/o mii... after tt went to j8 mii the scouts... went to campfire at braddel-westlake shadow scouts closing down campfire... the campfire was nice but too bad ppl dun join in so become abit sianz ... haha... walked from bishan to serangoon... den took a bus to punggol nasilemak... ate my dinner thr...haha...11plus eat dinner... lolx... cool ...haha... i m so sorry i didn't meant to drop ur phone... sorriii... walked back home after tt ... damn tired and sianz... today was kinda fun... free from troubles... yeahx...

haiix... wennt to schh aloone today... abit moody over something chatted wiff steph last niight... wasn't happi at the moment of time confused and was tinking abt wad i shld do ... abt something... arghx... liife wasn't as expected... haiix... day started off badly... english lesson was sucky got onli 8 /30 for compo ...haha... 'pass' wif flying colour...lolx... arhx.. lesson was damn boriing... haiix... brought a bread for recess... but was damn hungry so ate up half b4 recess ... damn... was wif jj but he left after awhile ...den saw steph and rach ... chatted wif them ... after awhile kevin walked over so had recess together... arghx... was feeling very gulity and bad abt something ii did.. haix... ii m sorry ... maybe ii shld have done it ... nvm... went back for lesson at lecture hall 1 ...damn ... wads wrong wif tt jacket ... damn it... " jacket is not RIGHT!!!! do the necessary" haha... took it off after the lesson... haha... went to science lab... wasn't iin a gd mood... fall asleep during the lesson... dumb ass... kept irritatiing mii ...can't euu juz keep quiet!! went for assembly... the class performance was GREAT... haha... voted for 3eC ..haha... after tt went for lunch ... arghx... still have extented SRP ... wah lao... sianz... thanz friend ...thanz for helping mii to buy my uniform haha... thanz lots... got back my practise exam emath paper2 ... i gt 69/88...haha... damn happi ... ii m over the moon ...LOLX... but den overall got onli an A2 ...sighx... paper 1 didn't do well... nvm... try harder the nxt time...lolx... went back home... after tt went to studying... juz came back ...no long ago... arghx... ii m so confused... not knowing wad to do... haix...

haiix... liife sux... =S today was raining heavily... haiix... went to wait for keviin... actually nv meet hiim de but den raiiningg so ask him to send me to sch cos hiis father sendiing him ... sorri to trouble euu... reach sch at abt 7.20 lidat... lesson as per normal... had a chem practical... sighx... haix... really no mood to blog... blog nxt time... sighx... sorri... if i have cause euu any trouble... sighx...

today was a very fun dayx worx... woke up at 7 ... damn sleepy... but wad to do... have to go tanglin sch to perpare for tml carnival... haha... on the way thr ...thr was a mad guy ... kept scolding us... haha... he is really mad... " i m going to call ur sch and complain!!" wad the hack!! we didn't even do anything LOLx... arghx... but who cares... LOLx... reach tanglin sch but thr nth to do ...juz nid to set up table and the games... after tt went out wid kevin to buy some stuff for the game... took a train to tiong baru plaza... Shit... i dun have enough money to buy darts ... so damn fustrated called alot of ppl ask them transfer mii money but all no money... sighx... in the end onli but sweet back ... it was drizzling ... arghx... went back to the sch... continue wif the thingy... drew the dart board... rain finally stop... yeah... no long b4 it start to rain again... damn... haha... finish everything ... wanted to leave but kevin can't so i accompany him to stay until all table is carried out to the field... damn still drizzling... carried the table from one end to the other... my shoe was stained wif mud... arghx... damn du lan... shouted straight at kevin ... hey ii m sorry lehz... i was very fustrated ... ii m so sorry... after everything was done left the place wif keviin... took train back ... was siting opp a couple ..damn tt gal is so seducesive... wearing a mini skirt which doesn't suit her... as her fats was exposed... her bf was putting his hand inbetween her leg... wad the hell... yucks... tt guy is so horny kept kissing her... arghx... disgusted.. so shifted to another sit... after tt slept through out the whole journey... reach home bath le... took my radio den went for the class BBQ ... reach thr abt 6.15 ... arghx...was damn bored... took alot of foto wof alot of ppl... haha... strolling around and chatting... ate some food den went to sing wif them haha...4eb choir... lolx... after tt left the place took a group foto at the bus stop den mii went back home alone... sighx... wasn't intend to go home ... went to meet kevin for a drink... haha... he gave me a puma shirt... thanz alot manx... chatted until abt 10 plus den i went back home... haha now chatting wif him and steph ... haha... tt's all for today ...yeahx... gd nitex... haha... =)

Life sux Big timE...

haixx...

no point blogging...

saying out does help...

when everything fine ...

den i blog...

haix..

felt totally disappointed..!!

haha... very long nv come blog le... dun really understand why is thr so much ups and downs in life... does tt make a person stronger ... haiix... reieve another b'day present ... lolx... from amanda ...thanz alot gal... haha... haiix... olvl around de corner le... jzu finish my chinese listening ... it was damn hard... holy... haix... dun really have any confidences to aim for anything now... haix... really a failure in all aspect of life... haiix... wondering wads my goal in life... wad do i really wish for... haiix... juz a failure... haiix... dun really noe wad to blog le... is thr forever frenz?? haiix...

today keviin going camp le... woke up as usual at 6 bath hao le...den gop meet keviin for breakfast... arghx... so bored... took 136 to sch today... wasn't late so no nid to take cab ... reach sch le den say bye to him den went to my class and he went to sit wif other SL ... arghx... wasn't so bored fall asleep almost during all the lesson... sianz... no mood to study... recess time went to the hall haha... he is still in sch... saw him at canteen so chatted wif him... haha... tink he is very happi... LOLx... euu noe euu noe...Haha... recess over went back for lesson tink they all set of for the camp le... lesson was boring ... so lonely... nvm... 2 more day to go... good nitez... enjoy ur camp ...hahax...

haiix.. ii has been also a week since ii last blog... arghx... life is full of ups and downs... haiix... life wasn't good for mii ... hads lots of troubles and worries... haiix... olvl dis yr so stress ... haiix... dun noe if ii can pass not... sighx... down we alot of scouts activity ... upset by ppl around mii... haiix... gonna be mr.lonely again... sighx... 3 days... sighx... no plan no activity ... boring ... sch life is so boring everything seem colourless to mii... everything in life seem to be so dull ... haix... dun noe wad to blog le... nothing much to say... hey ... i really hope there is more up den down in dis friendship... take care...

today woke up as usual... went to meet keviin went to sch together... haha... arghx... so sianz.. 3 period of eng worx... heng she nv come... LOLx... slp through out tt 3 period... haha... after tt is emath...teacher wasn't here as well... get back my emath mock test paper 1 ...47/77 sianz... dis kind of result... deproving haiix... after tt went for recess got my locker password...haha... waited very long for him ...onli have 5 min for food lolx.... haha... after tt is SS so sinaz... lecture ishh so boring... after tt ish physic... another boring lesson dun noe wad she is teaching ...nvm ... after tt went for assembly ... no have class performance boring... haha... toking abt the launch of home room system... LAME... after tt went for lunch... den after lunch went to my locker to play ...LOLx... so funny de... turn here turn thr...LOLX... first time play wif lock... lolx... after tt had my emath srp... haha... wah like tt teacher siax... release us so early ...haha... cool... after tt waited for keviin den we went home le... met him at abt 6 plus study until dun noe wad time den have my dinner den went back home le...so boring ...

todayy thiings diidn't turn out well for mii... went to sch noot really iin a good mood... haiix... my chem mock practical exam didn't really have mood to do it...so haiix... didn't turn oout well i tink... gt a couple of mistake already... haix... recess time meet keviin still the same... nv really tok much...went back to class and chated wif agnes abt stuff abd problem ...haha... felt better ...cos i tink i got too much prob le so must let of some ...yeah... 2nd recess met him again... dis time was better thr is laughter ... everything fine... back to normal... haha... thr is always rainbow after rain... haha... after sch waited for him den we went to the pa sa ma lam near my hus de... brought some food and on the way...haha... brought too much ...lolx... after tt went to kevin hus thr eat... haha...too much le can not finish...so we play some lame game who loser who eat...haha... i tink i didn't eat alot cos i m winning most of the time...lolx... haha... after tt he went back home ... play com... until 7.plus went to my grand ma hus to eat.. didn;t really eat much actually abit hungry... went down to study ... kevin came at abt 8.40 lidat bahx... study until 10plus den went back home le... haha... we crap alot while studying ... haha... hope everyday can be like dis... dis is the kind of life i wannted ... onli laughter no sorrow ... haha... ok la... tt all bahx...

haiix...
ii m disappoiinted ...

mr lonely

iis whoo ii m

euu dun understannd

how ii feel

ii m really dissappoiinted...

everythiing iin liife

didn't tuurn ouut

to be wadd ii wann...

ii trusst euu

euu madee mii loose faiith

iin diis thiing call friiendshiip

ii wonder wiill liife

be liike diis foreva?

ii m siick and tiired of liviing

iin diis world..

Iit freakk mii out!!

hatte the wayy iit iis...

LoLx... Today woke up laTe LoLx... 8.30 den woke up... Shock to noe tt actually i forget to hang up the phone which i called from yesterday 1;58 until the nxt morning 8.plus... the call duration was 6 hr 35 min lolx... i phone was damn hot... lolx... meet kevin at 9 den to play badminton ... until 10 lidat went to have breakfast... after tt mii went to his hus to play com... for awhile nia cos his mum is coming back so i have to leave b4 his mum is back... hehex... went back home bath le den play com... waited for so long he still nv come meet me den i fall aslp... so tiring... fially he came... den played maple for awhile... after tt went down to study...after tt had our lunch le den went back to study... until 6 lidat bahx... went to play basket ball wid him and dennis... played until 7 plus den went back home ... i bath hao le...den went to play com...he called mii at 8.15 ... so i meet him at 8.20 to study... haha...today finish 5 history essay...LOLx... haha... still gt one more... arghx... after tt meet dennis den we went to have supper ..for mii is dinner Lolx... cause i haven eat my dinner yet... hehex.. after tt went to have a drink at the coffee shop near his hus de... after tt went back home le... hey bRother dun like so unhappi lehz...smile more... hehex... take care... haha... tink tml will be a fun day... oh yeah... haha...

ToDay was a bad Day for mii... Quarrel wiif moii haO Buddy... arghx... Sorii wasn't in a good mood... so have some attitude ...really sorrii... haiix... went to town alone... haiix... walking alone on a busy road... haiix... i m Mr.Lonely ... walking from point to point... so lonely... haiix... went to pS... brought a flip flop... haiix... went back to meet him... called him but no ans so waited for awhile still didn't call back so i decide to call himagain... he answered he was slping... he was blur at tt point of time ...ask him down to eat dinner wif mii... he came down... we didn't tok much at first ...but soon we are abit back to normal juz tt tok lesser... finished my meal went up to his hus... den after tt went to my hus... i bath le den we went off to study... onli den i remember i forget to bring moii txtbk...haha... finially we chatted abt juz now abt the incident haix.. really sorry... 3 yr ..i noe him for 3 yr and dis is the first time he "xiang wo fa pi qi" haiix... sAD... nvm it over... studied until 11 lidat walk to punggol nasilemak ... saw gary they all on th way chatted for awhile den went to have supper thr... waited for his mum den walked back home wid him and his mum... went home after tt... really sorry abt wad happened today... hope dis down is the last down between our buddyhood and hope thr is more up den down... takkecarre...

haiix... today had my eng mock test ...damn going to flunk it...lolx... haiix... had my npc meeting ... today abit sianz... cos i had my exam the whole day... haiix... no mood to tag... tag tonitez... bye... sorii ppl..